I'm reminded of one of my favourite songs at the moment. I mentioned it briefly in my last post... Please take time to listen to it... The words are perfect.
Hillsong- oceans(where feet may fail)
He never fails so why would He stop now?
Prayer...
I am so passionate about prayer and would encourage anyone to continue in their prayer life. I love praying... I get to thank, wonder, be still, listen, rant, cry... You name it!
I wanted to write this post to actually put my hand up and say- earlier I had a break down...and not my car!
Emotionally could not cope.
Looking from the outset, I probably acted like a toddler having a tantrum. I cried, screamed, threw and prayed.
I do think its okay for me to be like this- not all the time, no. But now and again I'm allowed to have a little break down... Maybe I shouldn't have them to the extent that they are, but I need to release emotions.
What I am trying to say is that, I am not perfect. I struggle with a lot of things, and even when God confirms a specific calling or gift when I am feeling like that, it's even harder. I question why would He? To give me a glimpse of light? Maybe. So he kept his promise? Maybe. A reminder that just because I am feeling like this doesn't make me less of a Christian? Yes!
Pray.
C x
